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Why is life so hard?

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Ok so imagine this: you're five years old, you go to the zoo and you fall in love with the animals. Fast forward and you're ten years old begging your parents to take you to SeaWorld and the pet store, you're starting an "animal rescue squad" for all the lost animals in your neighborhood and you want to be a zookeeper when you grow up. Then suddenly, you're twenty years old, in college, feeling lost and you think, you know what? why can't I be a zookeeper?! That's a real thing, people do that.  So you switch your major and start off on a new path. Seven apartments, five states, three internships, three long distance relationships, and two temporary jobs (and about fifty thousand "I don't know what i'm doing with my life" meltdowns) later you land your "dream job".  YES! This is it! You finally made it! Yeeeeaaaaarrrrssss of (actual) blood, sweat, tears and being the bottom of the totem pole has paid off. It ...

Well here goes nothing....

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So, I have had this blog for awhile. I think I started it as a project thing for one of my courses in college but honestly who knows. Sometimes, I come to this blog and write my feelings out in the hopes it'll make me feel better; Writing is supposed to be therapeutic or some shit, right? Anyway, I usually just delete the posts after and go about my life. Well, life has pretty much sucked lately . But this time I don't seem to be going through a rough patch alone. Some of my friends have been struggling through stuff too (yay quarter life crisis!) It made me realize that probably more people than I think are feeling the same way as I do, so why not reach out and let them know they aren't alone.  Just a heads up: I cuss like a sailor, I have terrible anxiety and even worse grammar. But if you're feeling lost, alone, really like desserts or just need a good laugh, I will try to be that person for you.  Stay tuned: it's going to get juicy! ...